Thursday, December 9, 2010

Will I Throw Up?

If you know me, you know that I have a unnecessary fear of throwing up.  I don't throw up often, nothing traumatic happened to me when I was younger, I just have always been afraid of it.  When I do throw up, it's no big deal, and I don't cry or anything.  But, everywhere I go, ever since I was little, I plan an escape route just in case I have to vomit.  It is the weirdest thing, I know, but everyone has their thing.

So, will I throw up being pregnant?  Telling someone who always thinks they are going to throw up anyway that they are pregnant and that they could throw up at any moment it horrible.  It means that before I thought I could vomit any time but now, I feel like I'm just waiting for it.

It doesn't help that I go online and read all kinds of horror stories about pregnant women being sick all during their pregnancy, not just in the beginning.  I even found a site where they were supposed to offer tips on morning sickness, but instead everyone was complaining about how sick they were.  It's scary and I hate it.

I know that what I am doing is amazing and that my body is just making a little home for blueberry, but I am so so nervous about getting sick.  I've read all these tips about how to avoid morning sickness and I am going to try every single one of them!

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